SAT's

so last night we talked, and talked, and talked till there was nothing left to explain. i conveyed my feelings over to him, repeated myself, and understood even more that no matter the problem there are ways of working it out. i told him how i felt, not really in the words and tone i expressed in my last blog but in a manner more sensible and not as whiny. he understood everything, that is my baby for you, always concerned and there for me as best he can be. the thing that kind of did bother me was that he did not know how to comfort me; he was there for me but did not know what to say. we were both speechless. ahh for me it is the thought that counts.

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i logged on to look at my scores for SAT's knowing that i did horrible. alas when i finally got to the page, added up all my scores, i started to cry. i scored so low. i guess it was partly because i bullshitted my way through the last couple years of my life or maybe to the lack of studying that i have done or perhaps my mind was just somewhere else. these 3 numbers will effect the next few years of my life. sadly since my numbers are low thus my feelings are as well making the next few months hell for me to study for the next few years of my life. get it? i hope so.
thinking about the SAT's i bet you i have a WHOLE lot of spelling, punctuation, grammar, etc. etc. etc. errors here. i bet that if this was a writing prompt i would probably get a 3 ishh out of 12. these educational type tests are going to kill me, i know it.

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a note to myself for future reference: i need to find this book, it will help me when i am in need.