a midst all the tossing and turning, after the foreplay, and in between hard kisses, i saw you. i looked right into your eyes like i did a million times before and outlined every curvature of your face with my eyes. everything was different, all bad and good at the same time and it made me want you at that moment more than i have ever wanted you before. for a lack of a better word, you were beautiful. you looked like the boy i feel in love with again. scared for the future but yet you know that you did not want to be anywhere else but here.
i was in love with you again. the boy who walked me home and told me his secrets. the person who delicately gave me kisses on both cheeks, nose, and my lips. the boy who i held so many promises with just a wrap of our pinkies and a quick kiss. i was in love with you, my high school sweet heart, my biggest crush, those kind eyes, and soft skin. i dont think i can ever want anyone else more than i want you.
