6 MONTHS

at this time it was for those who never will probably understand until something comes up to smack them in the face about it. it is not magic, it is reality here to wrestle you back down to the surface of the earth. for no one is just so high and mighty to pressure one onto believing that they can reach such of heaven's heights of standards. but then when that one person tries and falls short to reaching for a star that they have all the confidence in getting, one gets shunned, burned by the sun, and tossed around the moons pull.

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it was the heat of the moment, "crunch time" (LMAO thanks osos) i suppose you can say. one word FINALS. damn them to hell. something worth 15% for 3 full days each subject around 2 hours each of white noise and the sound of brains thinking. oh the stress it can give on a teen at this age.

on the plus side for one of my finals i got to take off my clothes :]

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today was my 6th month of going out with bryan. haha something to light up the day LITERALLY on the finals. i remember a few months back looking forward to this day! and right now its totally surreal. half a year. i feel like such a girl thinking about this. it is something to celebrate for most relationships do not care to last this long. i know others who are still trying to get over their 2 month ones from last year. -_______- thank goodness for ours lasting this long. heres to 6 months and more to come.

life couldnt get any sweeter at this point. here he was about to walk home, kissing me in at my front door. he held me tight, running his hands down my back and mine pulling at his jacket tight. it was slow at first, then a sudden CLICK and a glow shown though my closed eyes. we both had our sudden stop to look around. the christmas lights switched on for a sudden mood setter. thanks for the perfect timing :] it was a sign.