well as you see i am the type of girl excited about a relationship and of course i would be "lost without you" (robin thicke suck it) well damn this thanksgiving in Vegas without my boyfriend was horrible. but alas i filled the void with food (of course) and black friday. thank god for shopping right?
so heres a story from that day . . . well my 2 cousins (kc and josh) and i were the type never to wake up early for something that we plan to do the night before. the other times before we would always plan to play tennis, go out running, simply work out, or to watch pokemon when we were kids.
well in the weeeeeee hours of the morning, basically 3:30 AM is the time we set our clocks to wake up at. this time was so, as girls, we can shower, look pretty, get all our make-up on, and as a guy can shower and basically straighten hair for.
damn we failed. at 3:30 the alarm went off. i woke up and tried to wake up kc. nothing was accomplished and so i went back to sleep. till THANK GOODNESS my aunt (josh's mom) came to our makeshift bed on the floor. we left the house around 7 -_____- fail fail FAIL. but many good things came out of it. to my amazment and surprise there was a $3 coffee maker. the cutest coffee maker you will ever see. so petite! and forever 21 or should i say FOREVER XXI? HAHA. i love shopping
ok i will forever mark this day on my calender as LE
VEL 2. i guess there are 3 levels in the LOVE GAME (lady gaga) first level is asking the person out. second is saying that youre in love with him/her. third is asking them to marry you. he did it. he said it. he finally said it. ok stephenie mayer fail again:so there and then i felt like he had the power to slowed everything down in that instant. with that just one whisper of my name i had my beliefs that something bad had happen but i could not think of what. these negative questions felt like needles that one by one raced through my heart. "something was definately wrong," i told myself. i did not know what was going to happen so i braced myself to speak "yes?" he gracefully took his hand, rapped it around the side of my face, and moved his lips closer to my ear to hear him whisper. it was 5 words. simple words. and this would be the first time i would hear it this closely, this gently, this perfectly. "im in love with you." just a whisper but made the biggest imprint on my heart and i melted. i felt love as he pulled back to see my reaction.
love, this is it, in its purest form. these few seconds felt like hours of thinking. it was beautiful as i looked into his eyes, i couldnt stop. this was much more than what everyone has told me, the movies were telling the truth, love is real.
from there on out i felt cleansed, the only word to truely describe it all is "infinate." it was like finding the perfect song to drive to. the beats were on point with the scenery, the lyrics fit your mood, and for once in your life you were truely satisfied.
cloud 9 is what they would call it back in the day. described by the drug users, this was to be a euphoric trace without the drugs. but yet i was under the influence. a substance that not many people feel. it is a first time thing to feel. to slide into this state of mind where possiblities seemed endless and nothing can finally hurt you.
