i lay there still, still looking into his eyes and him looking into mine. most of our contact does not seem to come from mere touch anymore, but though something more intimate.he has said that we needed this for release, satisfaction, and wanting. for me it was much more. here it has been too long since these kind of feelings would arise from within my beating chest. i longed for them to take a trip back to me. now that they are here again, they almost have a feeling as if they were brand new.
there on it was just a dream, a fairy tale. he slowly closed his eyes, took my hand and upon my wrist he gently laid a kiss as if to know that was where i wanted it to be. it was the sort of read your diary, read your mind, kind of moment in time. he was an eraser and in 5 simple steps and all my worries around my jagged edged were smoothed out. comforted with a single gesture and a few simple words. taking in all my flaws, adding a spot treatment, and having them vanish within a few seconds. right then and there, it was just me. only me and well in honesty i know i am young, but this is how i want it to be. i want to have this feeling within me for the rest of my life. here i have found a place where i am beautiful, intellectual, and taken as who i am, not who i am suppose to be. heaven on earth within my home, home is where the heart is.
