2:04 in the morning, the usual time i stay up until now because of how procrastination always finds a way to entice me with its flashy new notifications on facebook, endless scrolling on tumblr, and random text messages either from twitter or friends. damn you procrastination. anyways during this moment of dragging my homework time out till the wee hours of the morning i have come to many revelations involving our relationship. having so much work to do but so little time on my hands, i have found that in one of my study breaks the reason why i love you so much. naturally this is probably the point in a relationship where the "i hate that i love you so much" takes place, but ill probably save that post for another time.over the past couple years you have shown much promise with your determination to prove to me that not only are men are not what i actually perceive them to be but you were no
netheless living proof of a real man, a gentleman. till this day everything you have done has very much surprised me, in a good way. i pinky promise.
netheless living proof of a real man, a gentleman. till this day everything you have done has very much surprised me, in a good way. i pinky promise. you have shown your signs of weakness like any human would. temptation can be a crazy thing. it can either let it taint the whole relationship or make it stronger than before. in the end, after my constant crying and worrying about where your head our relationship is, you choose the path where you can hold your head high from learning from the mistakes you have made. your pride had been put down slowly and the act of "putting yourself in the place of your significant other" has flown on through. it has always been the greatest feeling in this relationship to hear that you still care immensely for me. you just continue to prove me wrong. it is that determination that you have.
i do not actually tell you this out loud but i am proud of you. you have no idea how far you have come. life has given you so many obstacles and yet are sane as can be haha. from a boy without a big father figure in his life to teach you how to be a man, yet alone be a gentleman, you have managed to become incredibly humble and grown up because of this. you have taken the best traits and characteristics from your mother, uncles, friends' dads, and your own friends to make up the kind of man you are today. this is what i have fallen for, time and time again: your own determination to become the better man. i am so happy to be your girlfriend. no matter what these past posts say . . . i wouldnt have it any other way than this.
the reason why i do not usually post happy things on here is because
they take time to type it all out. honestly i rather be living out the moment
than to take my time to type up every detail. i guess im just lazy?
hehehehehehe i hope you read this soon
btw im hungry
btw im hungry
