maybe it is just me? i guess im forcing myself to look for something that isnt there? should i still feel this way? maybe theyre too comfortable with the title that they dont revert back to what i was comfortable with. its like theyre slipping away . . .
but then again they shouldnt always be doing what i want them to do. i do not want to sophicate if i was in their position. i blame the origin, i blame my condition, i blame the bad air going around now.
