You don’t want him talking to her because you know she’s pretty, you’re scared that she might be more of his type, you’re assuming that he’ll lose feelings for you & gain them for her, you’re thinking that when he’s not talking to you, he’s talking to her. You dislike how when you guys have problems, he’ll run to her, tell her & she’ll seem to understand him better than you do & you’re scared that he’s gonna leave you for her."to forgive but never forget," i can't forget the things that have taken place in the past even though i wish i could. THIS is what has been going through my mind for the longest time. i always want to tell you this but i either get all choked up or i know you will get upset if i bring a subject such as this one up to you. so i hold it in and revert back to trying to be in the moment with you. bottom line is i dont want to lose another boyfriend this way.
it is so hard trying not to revert back to being that ol' negative and pessimistic person that i was before. i just have my moments of weakness; i just can't help it. every action has a reaction and now i am more scared to lose you now than ever . . .
