Sunday, October 9, 2011

Waldeinsamkeit

(German) The feeling of being alone in the woods.

i want an escape for a while into the sunlight and summer/autumn air. just some time to myself to step back to walk around and just let myself wander without worrying about when i have to get back or where i am even going. i just want my ipod in one hand, water in the other and just leave behind the constant anxiety. i wish with every step that i take i forget all the negative things that i have come upon in my life. i promise that i will take in the beauty that this earth has come to create and appreciate all the blessings that sprung up. let me close my eyes to listen to the bees fly by, feel the crunch of leaves underneath me and just submerge myself into the moment. i want some time to relax and not care about anything but me and my happiness. i want to find a way to please me.
im hungry