i wish i could tell you how im feeling right now

i want to tell you how hurt i am with out you brushing it off as just some other random complaint. i want you to see it through my eyes and realize whats going on. i want you to see how it actually looks like and how scared i am on the other side of this.
hopefully you can be receptive of the things i have to say. hopefully i could stop worrying about this, because baby for the past couple days ive felt so happy and i feel so good being with you. i mean like my perception of this relationship has changed for the better more than i thought it would in just a couple days. i dont want "this" to ruin it all.

love your one and only girlfriend,

shannen