d saw it all. my knight in shining armor coming to rescue me. it was late saturday night when i picked up your call. i didnt want to bother you with what just happened but to my surprise you already knew what was going on. you comforted me and reminded me how much of a good person i really am. you seriously dont know how much that meant to me.to cheer me up even more, we went on a date today. the first date in months and i hope there will be more to come. with back cramps i walked over to your house and we finished Mega Mind while you rubbed my aching muscles. from there it was jamba juice, forever 21, and picking up my daddy's bowl from color me mine. just walking around with you through the mall we joked around. called each other names. held hands. the works you know? the very last
place where we finish off the day was at san sai. it was so great and filling. so many rolls, so much edamame, i still feel full. to top our luncheon off, you called me cute! i couldnt help but to light up. i love those moments with you when i can really feel like you love me. i dont know? maybe its just me and my happiness at the moment. but i was reminded of that fact that i still am your girlfriend.when you were dropping me off i told you how insecure i was about her. how i didnt like that you laid down with her and that she hacks your phone like that. although im trying my hardest to be okay with everything, i just didnt want to be replaced by some other girl. i didnt want you to treat her as though she was your girlfriend and have history repeat itself. i told you that the guys can see it too. i was just worried of that. i wanted you to be aware of it all. before i got out of your car you reassured me though. she is just a friend and nothing more. you love me and no one would replace me. you took my hand and held it. a simple gesture of comfort coming from you.
and i love it. i love today. let it stay like this *knock on wood*
