it is like you are the only constant thing in my head day in and day
out and as much i hate worrying about you in every aspect i still have
this incredible love and longing for you to stay in my life. i never
actually knew i could care for a person as much as i care for you. its
hard now, i know that for a fact, but i feel as though it is better than
not having you in my life at all. i am falling for you all over again,
the hard way this time. but i suppose it is rough on both ends as well.
we are both scared of what happens next bryan. still i know i want your
hand holding mine all the way through this time. ill
always be here for
you. always.
Love, Shannen
