right here, right now

it has only been a couple hours and i have been having some withdrawls from you but i need to fight away my cravings and have my objective clear in my mind. this is what is best. this is what needs to happen. i am scared but then again so are you. if only this was not so hard to do, if only i did not worry so much about you. if only i stay next to you for a little bit longer. how can i find a way to sleep tonight?