Monday, July 15, 2013

the conclusion

i engulfed myself into the quiet recorded moments alone with you and i do not know how to stop. all i could think about is how long we have been in one another's arms, how many times our lips have touched, and all the smiles we have shared with each other. it has been a rough journey and now our chapter together has come to an end. here is our conclusion:
there was a time when i had seen a boy from the corner of my eye. each second had seemed to slow down just for me as i tried to get a better glance at him. little did i know at the moment that he was the person who was going to change me. little did i know what i was going to get myself into. over a course of four years together we had gotten much closer and cozier. we had our good share of love, fights, jealousy, and a lot of food that made us grow into better people than we were beforehand. but mistrust in one another lead us both down a road of disappointment and heart breaks. in the end we had both taken the high road and reached the point where we knew we had to take our separate paths. with no fighting, just a little more tears and straight understanding we had went on our way. it was a great adventure i had taken with him, i had grown more patience and love than i had with any other person before. and where ever his path takes him i hope he finds his happiness, i hope he finds what he is looking for. 

you were a great boyfriend.
im sorry i didnt say it much.
you kept me grounded,
and held me tight.
loving isnt an easy thing to do.
many things get in the way of love 
just to make it all complicated.
but without complications how could we learn?